A ramble created by frustration.

I can't stand it when people don't seem to see where I'm coming from. I have a big exam to study for and it's in 7 hours! I don't want to sit around and talk about other shit, I want to study so I can pass this class and graduate- because honnestly, I'm not doing too well in the history department. I just find it difficult for anyone to take me seriously sometimes- because I normally ain't. I want to have fun, can you put that stuff on pause and continue when I can afford to join in? There's nothing more frustrating than sitting in a house with all your friends and having to study. I am not a school body. If I could I wouldn't work, or go to school and just have fun all day. Nobody likes to feel left out, not that I did tonight, I just want you all to go through this with me so you understand. Not everything about my life is a joke. I'm serious 80% of the day. And I'm also a procrastinator + hypocrite- that's it, I'm back to studying. Leave me alone...

Oh...

And don't fucking pick at me because I don't know the meaning of the word 'jaded'. Who cares if I like the way it sounds. For your information, I dictionary.com'ed it and soon found out about its' definition. Way to make me feel small.

ARG, I think I'm stressed.
I want to go home.
I want more money.
I need to get laid!


-bottom line, after tomorrow, all will be fine and dandy. Heck, I'm not even PMSing.