Floating by with flare.

It's been a while since I've felt the need to write down my thoughts. I've been pre-occupied in the performance aspect of my life. I've missed being able to expand my creativity. Tonight, a share with you- a peice.

Can you smell the Holidays? I can't wait to walk down Taffy Lane in Otown and really soak it up. The is the best time of year- I miss it so much and can hardly hold back the excitement of going HOME!

Toronto has treated me well, in a sense where it has given me a taste of the real world. I know that my future belongs here. I know that the friendships I have created under such a creative environment will last almost forever and I know that I belong in the comedy business. I know that I love living on my own, with my best-friends. I know that I enjoy being incredibly independant. Toronto has taught me to be who I am now. It has shown me where I want to be and continues to guide my path towards success. I will be here for a long time.

I almost still can't believe it... That I'm here. I did it. I did what my shut up judges feared the most. I left home to follow my dream because I was always told it was possible. I am living proof that while it may not be easy, dreams do come true.

I sat down today and looked at old year books and pictures.
It was a phenomenon, I swear.

Something came over me, I couldn't grasp or believe that I was leading a brand new life. I've been living this life for almost 2 years now- and it clues in once in a while... that I use to be a different person. I haven't changed much- but my environment has, incredibly. It's like the two almost clash from each other. I have not lost my identity, I have only made it stronger. It's contageous- almost like a drug. I crave to learn more about myself in unkown situations so that I can explore what it's like to be someone else for a bit, or adapt to it the way that I would. When it all comes down to it, I long for adventure in my life- whether it be by travel or experience- I want to live my life to its' fullest and no one is going to stop me.

For the time being, I have become immune to all things that hurt me. I have gotten the attention that I want (and more) and I have realized that there is nothing wrong with the way that I live. I am happier than I've ever been and will continue to think in this mind frame. Otherwise I am restricted from what I love the most, my imagination. That's where girly music helps. Alanis is my savior.

The show went well last night, we killed. I've got mad sketches planned out for the next one. Renée needs to shine, I want to do what no one has done before.

We're hosting another night @ CLUB 853 next Monday (the 13th) so come on out and support your local comics. Email us @ club853@hotmail.com if you want a set. I cancelled my Rivoli spot tonight- I lost my voice. I took care of it up until last night during the show and now it's back to no voice at all.

I miss home so much. I can't wait to be the old me again.